THE REAL SCORE

“The Real Score”


Who truly surmount the world, you or me? Nobody can tell it just you must learn to adapt the sensible changes happening surrounds you.


Time passes so fast that I did not notice that I am already behind to others. I thought everything is fine; I have nothing to worry about. Everything is like a piece of cake for me: anything can be controlled. Word hard doesn’t exist to me. I let time passed for there are many next time. I made “no” into “yes” because I follow no other laws for I am the law. I take no other master for I am the master. I take everything for granted for I deserve only what is the best. I see myself as the lord of the world for I am powerful. I overlooked people under me in such a way that I recognized no one. I foresee that I am in the top. I have born just to heir and take control the world.

So, I decided to make a manuscript of my life. I settled up a fairytale life. I chose the most picturesque location where to shoot the movie of my life. I assigned myself as writer, director, and proofs man at the same the best actor of my own written story. I play it beautifully and gracefully until I realized how boring this life would be. It goes with the flow of living happily ever after story, no challenges, no sufferings and everything are dull. It is very animated, too much fascination (It is my realization when I got older).

So, I dumped the first manuscript and started a new one. I sketch and figure out a deeper story. I learned that I should make it more realistic; I must involve other actors and actresses played for different characters. When they came and performed I learned to fake smiles for I have to appreciate them---physically. I feigned affection to be part of the circle. I became cynical about love for the love portrays mockery. I stated to wear other shoe in order for me to be accepted. I totally lost my identity. Everything I see is pessimistic. I apprehend only the best pretender survives. I found out how harsh my life would be. So, I decided to dump it too.

So, nothings left for me but the two old dumped manuscripts. I start scrutinizing and analyzing what’s wrong with my past writings. I compare, contrast and evaluate for I fabricated a slouch life. I have found that it is all lie. The first one, I just planned for happy long hours of sunny days but presaged the storm, expecting rainbows though unprepared for rain and left no place for grief and could not foresee pain. It is living in fairytale worlds in which only exist in the mind of the imaginative writer. While the second one is living in the cruel world in which life is full of lies and mockery. It makes me vain and better.

I realized now life is unfair, it is unpredictable. Nobody have the power to dictates or appoint which things to be done. I prepared a master plan of my life for the future without thinking the possible circumstances, obstacles, and hindrances might come along my way. The set blueprint I had made is about gaining without losing, successions but full of pretensions. I am lost; I am confused which way to be taken. The only thing clear to me is life is never been fair but it planted equality. Everyone is neither equal in the eyes of God, no rich nor poor, no weak nor strong. Everybody has carried a cross of it’s own. A realization comes to me; one should learn to prepare always for the rainy season to come….


---Venus Millena

---HRM JOURNAL 3----

July 23,2008

2:30pm



This is our scheduled for our interview in the City Hall HR department. The director is Mrs. Laperacion A. Daplin and she offered us her HRIS personnel Mr. Bobit Nasella.

When we asked their cooperation about our intention of having interview to them well, we don’t any problem. The Directress is very hospitable and nice. She accepted our request and allows us to proceed on our intention.

The interview that is Mr. Nasella is a gentleman and approachable. He is one of the System analysts of the HR department. He graduated at Bohol but didn’t specify where. And we haven’t able to back-up personal questions because his not comfortable to talk about it, so we decided not to ask too much of his profile.

And we proceed to our purpose. Our purpose on conducting the interview is to gather idea bout the application about HRIS aside from theoretical area for having an active sharing in the class. He said that HRIS caters two categories in their office only: the permanent employees (plantilla) and the non-plantilla (not permanent employees it might be co-terminus or temporary). Their HRIS coves the operation of office standard processes like Personal Database records, personnel selection, Hr training, Benefits and administration, performance management and etc. He said that the system should satisfy the needs of the client. This is really their main goal so they have to work hand in hand because in making the system is not advisable that only person makes but it better if it done with others, he said two heads is better than one. The next step is identifying what necessary system should be made. The design of the system is based on the needs of the company. He just said that programming is the last part of the process.

He said that HRIS is very important in the company for it makes thing go easier. It is very useful in the company. Their system is design for the employment in which it is easy for the end-user to access in the ready-made database system in viewing and appending new information or data. He said that their system is not that high technology like in the foreign countries but tried their very best to be updated on latest technology, besides they undergone trainings and seminars for effectiveness of HRIS. MS Sequel is the system they were using and they also avails the free platforms available in the Internet. But they have undergoes researches for the improvement, they have room for improvement.

We have lots of information gathered in the interview and really better we you talked to professionals than just simply read. This strategy of Sir Randy Gamboa is very effective on the learning pattern of the students.

After the interview of course picture taking inside the office with our interviewee and the Directress of the HR department.( Also picture taking in the Rizal Park. Hehehe)



---HRM JOURNAL2----

JULY 15, 2008

3:00pm


This is the day that we decided to visit our first choice IT Company that is the SIX ELEVEN CALL CENTER. The company is not actually big; it has a little space but well enough for the employees to operate. Its a two stories building but based on my observation it’s a commercial building, and they just rent the place. It has many computer units (of course it’s a call center). It is not totally a call center but also it’s a training school for English language.

When we visit we were not entertained first instead we waited for their transaction with the applier to get finished. But we understand it, (who we are by the way?// haler!!!). I heard in their conversation that we are discussing about the allocation after they finished their training for almost one month, that they (applicant) may proceed to be a call center agent or instructor if they have a good and it satisfied on their qualification, it just defend on the performance. The training is worth php 6,000.00 but they have discount if you will bring someone to apply too, you will be discounted of php 1,000 instead of php 6,00 you will pay only 5,000.

The interview was not gone through into our report but we just still try work it out good and its end partly good. The interview was not that efficient because the persons we got interviewed were not really the HRM personnel but the Directress and her assistant. The company we visited is only branch so, the coverage of the scope is limited like they cant totally manipulate the HRIS but they were considered as the End-User of the program. If they have new applicant or employee/s they will have to add the personal information into Internet goes through to their office, they were not responsible on the creation of HRIS. Instead we just asked them about their HRM, how it goes? They answered as far as now well it runs smoothly no problem encountered. We tackled about the acceptance and discharge of their employees.

In this interviewed it wasn’t suits in our objectives that’s why I don’t like of what the results. So, we decided to proceed into our second company in that is the City hall HR department. In this day after our interview we went into San Pedro into The City hall HR department and assigned schedule for our interview…. And it’s being my next journal! Hehehe ( just to have lots of journal).

---HRM JOurnal---

  • ___dated July 1, 2008; 3:00 pm

In this day our group in HRM subject decided to work in our project which is to look an IT industries and conduct a case study about their Human resource management.
Our group decided to divide our group into two. The first group were Kathy Feranil, Jovilyn Sandoval And Jeanette Japitan while I (Venus Millena) and Ilyn Mapalo is assigned as the second group. We do this enable us to get or to have many referable industries because based on past experienced of the former student of HRM, the said it wasn't easy to ask permission for the company.
Our journey is not became so easy. In our experienced , we need to walk along just to look a company. After we found an IT industry you need to beg and ask their permission allowing to conduct a case study in their company, After a long hours of discussing our objective and discussion that this study is for our study in HRM mostly refused in our request, they said that they dont have time for an interview others don't care about HRM, but this did not discouraged us instead it boost us to look for other company whose broad-minded and willing to help us,
Whewww its really very tiring and hot walking along...huhuhu!!! After few hours of pleading and convincing ..wheew finally we found two IT companies: the Six Eleven Call Center and City Hall.
This is our first visit of the company. We just purely asking their approval and consent. Next day after we sent them a letter.

---Human Beings


"Human beings are the most important, potent and critical, resource of any organization, and yet the least understood and the worst managed of its resources"

Q: What is a human being?
A: A natural resource.
Q: What is a natural resource?
A: A basic ingredient of all organization.
Q: Who is the basic ingredient of all organization?
A: The human being.

It is noticeable that above conversation only moves in one cycle, human as resource and resource is human.
A company, corporation or organization needs human resources to manage, develop, control and administer their businesses. Even if technological advancement and innovative systems are present today, its still needs a man to administer and manage this device.
But this potentiality, capability and creativity of man are mostly neglected, least understood and worst managed. The organization must take good care of their human resources for they benefit so much on the great labors of their employees. They should give incentives, compensation and good wage on their employees. In unity their is strength, if the employer and employee have give and take relationship to achieve best result and success of the organization.

---Mea culpa---



Ours is wrong, should be judged, belittled, ridiculed? but we have lived this way.

It started some wondrous years before, he is my physics teacher in high school. I despised him for no reason cause he looked so confident, self-assured, things that i really like.. its contradictory that I hated people with things I like... jellyfish. But I realized, that I'm just mesmerized,,, wow,, what a rhyme. I used to stare at him whenever he is angled sideways, been so careful not to be noticed by him and by classmates who also got a crush on him. His eyes were crystal clear, drawing, magnetic, jaw dropping body, voice- a mixture of cold and melancholic tune that will explore my senses. He is indeed very attractive, not to mention his irrefutable intelligence. He is eleven years my senior, he is twenty seven, I'm sixteen. He never really noticed me. So everyday, I tried to do everything to be somewhat excellent to get his attention. My intellectual guise enormously succeeded. He always called me during recitations, and during free time whenever we crossed ways along corridors, it seemed that somehow he likes me too, imagination? could be, but I thought he just need to be discreet to keep the merit of his profession so as not to invite me to the cafeteria maybe..to avoid gossips. hush.. ambitious me.
Days passed till it reached January, 2.5 months before graduation. fearful as I'm, I risked... I sent him a note, unnamed , I put this on his table before the class will start careful enough to attract anyones attention, saying:

"I had always liked you,and this maybe had transformed into love. this could be wrong, but then before I'll die i was able to extend this crazy feeling."
My heart leaped when I've seen him unfolding the crazy message, he didn't react, much to my disappointment and also much to my relief. Paradoxical feeling swallowed me into deep euphoria that maybe someday we could be together, but that is impossible, everyone will judge and even persecute the thought of us being @##$$$!. but whatever it is, i still cant stop holding on to this dream, farfetched it maybe.. but what if!!!! so i sent him a note the next day, this time in our dialect + engtagbish....

" hi sir, nabasa na nimo aQ message gahapon ...u didnt react man, sorry sir , but di man gud xa mapigilan, di sad ni xa puppy love, bsta, di nQ ma explain pwo kbalo Q Love ni. have a nice day, luv you."

I sneaked it the way i have before, maybe I'm just lucky not to be noticed with everyone. But of course, I tried so hard to change my handwriting.

I've seen him eyeing the paper, he read it, this time he threw it on the trash can.
He's getting more attractive and yummier everyday... when he's back is at us when he's scribbling something on the board, its like I'm deep seat belted on my chair dying to touch his nape... am i getting maniac, but maybe this is not abnormal, my classmates already have their "friends" and some are doing it young as sixteen... people said that i look attractive, a nice package they used to say ,some also tried to "win" me, but i would only feel attractive if Mr. Physics will be the one to notice me. My beloved Mr. Physics, fantasized and dreamed. impossible....
Well now it seemed that my intellectual guise is not working anymore, i got the highest scores but he kept on calling Meg, she is also one of the brightest in the class... the potential valedictorian along with me and Buddy. I found my self in deep envy.. she is very pretty with skin and body to die for. But its not that my Mr.Physics is "eyeing" her, maybe im just insecured.

I, again sent him a message:

"I looked at you everyday.
though i know its not okay...
this could not be right,
but this could also not be wrong.
take care always.

This time, he put the message on his case... I felt nervous. bloody hell!!! but hey I'm not British, sus!!! ambot!!!

One Sunday, I strolled along the beach all by myself for since I eyed my Mr.Physics it seems I'm getting to be a loner. I tried to pick up a deformed shell, but then as I tried to reach it, a hand got it already just in time for me to hold it.

He said - "gusto mo to?"
am i hallucinating? why is he here, Im dumbfounded, speechless, trembling.... richer scale no.7 !!!! (help!!!)

me: hah, uhm sir na lge ka dri, kinsa imu kauban?

Mr.physics: aQ friend (bze girlfriend) (envious feeling inside again but I understand, I never really get furious to the thought of him with attractive women....normal Lng gud,, boobs ra man jud gud q mapiLdi bah ug ang ..... basta)
so a mujer just appeared into the tumultuous scene of mine..

girl: hi...ur student?...
MP: yup hon, one of the brightest....
aQ: (agay!!!! gibato ku bayot!!!, hon daw!!! ayp! afa bya xa, pwo maz nQ...)
high maam, ur a teacher pd?. ( nice plastic-iest grin)
G: nope, im a banker!!!
aQ: ahhhh. nice meeting poh. (hah, sah daw to?, bangkera bah na sa bisaya nang job niya... duh...)
MP: why dont you join us, my resto don oh... (tagalog jd ni xa, bt he can undastnd man bish)

aQ: (nganga ang student) uhmm. yaw nlng sir, npa man koi adtoon...
MP: sure? mukha ka kzing gutom
aQ: (jeli Q, and if im jeLi im famish, so bhala nah...) ulawa pd woi.......
Girl: (singit2 pwa mgkadialog: ) cge na gang...
aQ...( since this is Hab2, so go, go!!! the contruction worker way na ni dutz,, pwo poise saon nlng) uhhhm, ok poh..

Much to my disappointment the girl is really nice,,, its ok sna if she's not so I'm gonna be not remorseful, hay. she even said Im good looking... gosh!1! and opposite sex will be chasing after me,,, if she only knew...........
But theres would always be a sudden change of fate to everything. we are going to have our "retreat" before graduation. our adviser was not able to go with us coz her son was sick, and it was Mr. Physics time to shine with us.. i felt nervous chills, im happy, "itchy" maybe. hehe, i cant explain the feeling. but its ok, i prided myself as a great pretender. its on a very scenic quiet place, but not really a retreat house, its like a forest resort... after the common "methodology" of the event, we prepared to sleep. since its our is our last nyt, i strolled aroung the place at 11pm, much to my shock, (y man he's there oy, he's so maninintal) he is there at the garden (naghinuktok) i was to go on and disappear but ............. "gising ka pah" (caught!!!)

me: opoh, (obvious bah) explore2 lng, pwa sulit ang bayad. mahal baya.
xa: (laughs reavealing nice set of teeth> )
talaga!!! kakatawa ka nman.
me: wla, uhm, bsta, nice man gud ang place. (spexally coz he's there)
xa: u wna say something?
me: hah? wat man sir...
xa: about the letters...
me: hah!!! (kandila pls, i nid to die) (y does he know?, he's also an astrologer maybe aside from being witty?)
xa: i admire u. ur very brave. but di tlaga halata na ganyan ka pala....
me: (decision was made, admit!!!)
uhm sir sori jud, pwo wa jud xa nQ gituyo... cguro ani jud Q mski di halata.
xa: ok lang...
me: from now on sir, di na jud q mag char2...
(but why would i flip the lid on the situation noh na ani naman jud ni.. its better that he knew, no pretense)
xa; ur still so young.
me: how do you come to know? (englisheyra me andar2)
xa: i have my ways of knowing.

From that encounter, im so careful. he started txting me, dunno how he got the number... didnt reply.... but whats wrong, its just quotes and after all he is really fond of txting the class maybe because he's still young, except that im not replying lng jud, so i replied, hi's and hello's coz its gonna be bye2!!!
Graduation.

We started painting the stage for the grad, grad practice, not much class, im just 3rd hon mention, but im so glad still, got my slip for a state u nah or college to be a BS BIO stud, im a half scho, things my whole fam is so happy and pride of.... if they only knew how terrible i am... but this soon pa hinu-on.
I really like to paint so i stayed late, six o'clock!!! how late... but since theres no more reg classes everybody is rushing to go home.. there are only five of us left... i went to the backstage, i've seen MP there examining the draft to be posted on the stage... sir, we'll go ahead napud...."ahhh.. ok... but can you see this?" said he.... so i took the paper, its a paper with a message, " i now realized i felt the same,"
And he kissed me, i returned of course... dream come true!!! pathetic me. that was our first, it turned out that its really been already "us". (inconceivable thought)
we've been so discreet, very much... avoid being caught... my parents would really be furious. luckily we managed to keep it.
the banker girl is still there but i dont care anymore as long as he's also partly mine , always been a part of me coz he's always be my baby!!!! (evil laughs)
generosity! people of engotlandia!!! its like share a load.
Ours have been four years of immaterially sounding but great and divine "love" . "we do the usual llover norms when im in college. we would just meet in a place a bit farther than ours, but this is never a hassle for us. we shared so much passion. then came a heavy rain... we are on a farm on a countryside... we rushed then into his car... and there for the first time as we were both heated by the coldness, we shared the passion we had inside screaming, dying to explore every inch of emotion as if this would be our last.... (yuck----author ni, y am i writing this... pang abante rni dli Pulitzer.)
Time passed. i graduated with my pre-med.
we constantly changed letters since i studied offshore to pursue my Medical practice... its another four years. im 29 now.. a neurosurgeon.... he's 40...still attractive and the vice president in a state college....
Years passed and for eternity, this would only be like this.... for in this world, we should accept things we cant change.... we both have "families" on our own now and we are both been good providers..... he's and mine are both commended by society as a model, with our love affair at hand that is being kept, filth as considered by people the one we considered divine, we flourished to be unsung lovers, tested through the torrent of times.
unfathomable decision and risks is our custom, love affair the gods would spit off for....ours is undefinable.... a pandemonium, a bomb yearning to explode.
We secretly meet on our "nest" a 5 hour drive from were we live... bought a nice place near the sea.... and tried to manage to do "a normally-abnormal" life.
fate had played with us.... but we know that in our hearts , no one could ever replace him to me, my ever beloved Mr. Physics and me to him, the dreamy student... though we are of the same sex.




6:45 AM 1/1/2000

Im a neophyte!!!!!!!!!! bare with that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!mY bM8 tE aI2


_______Ms.G__________

---HRM And IT RELATIONSHIP---


Human Resource Management (HRM) is dealing on how to use and to take good care of the human resources in which denoting to "us".

REASONS


1.It is related to the course IT because soon we might get a work and being a worker we should know what our rights and to whom to ask for help if we will get oppressed and deprived by our employer.
2.We are dealing in industry. In industry HRM is present, so we have to understand what it is all about.
3. HRM involves HRIS in which created through database system. Employees file and other information is stored and shared through database system.

4. In the workplace it uses computers and human that need to be balanced.